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EXPANDING REALITY – SHOVUOS THOUGHTS

Shira Smiles Shiur – May 25, 2009/Rosh Chodesh Sivan 5769

Summarized by Channie Koplowitz Stein

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We celebrate Shovuos as zman matan Torahteinu, the time the Torah was given, on the sixth of Sivan. Yet the Gemorrah states that the day Moshe actually brought the Torah down to us was not the fiftieth day after leaving Egypt, Friday, the day alluded to in creation as “the sixth day,” but on Shabbat, the fifty-first day, the seventh of Sivan. How could Moshe take upon himself the authority to wait an additional day, contrary to Hashem’s explicit command? And how, with this fact, can we still celebrate Shovuos on the sixth of Sivan?

 

In order to understand both Moshe’s motivation and our own calendar, we must explore both the significance of the numbers involved and the timeline of that first Shovuos.

 

The command reads: “You shall count for yourselves from the morrow of the Shabbat (Yom Tov), from the day when you bring the omer  , seven complete weeks. Until the morrow of the seventh week … fifty days.” The relevant numbers here are seven, the number of days in a week, seven times seven weeks, forty-nine, and eight, seven of each week, plus one, for a total of fifty.

 

Seven always represents the world as it was created, the physical and mundane. But it also includes the Shabbat, the ability and objective to raise the mundane to the spirituality embodied in Shabbat. We were commanded to count seven full weeks, make them not just whole, but holy. Then add one more day, an eighth, to signify the supranatural, the immanence of God not only in the world but in our very essence. It was with this mindset that we were to accept the Torah, making Torah an integral part of our lives.

 

We say “Torah” as an all-inclusive term, but Torah has two major components. It naturally includes all the commandments, both the positive and the negative, the details of our lives as Jews. But a Torah life must encompass much more than even strict adherence to all the commandments. A Torah life must be clothed with the spiritual, as clothing that befits the children of Hashem. Torah must transform us so that every one of our actions, every one of our characteristics, is ennobled. We become ba’alei chesed not only in strict obeisance to a command, but in every opportunity presented to us; we study Torah not only to learn the exact and proper way to do a mitzvah, for example the exact measurements required for blessings and such, but also because studying Torah creates a bond between ourselves and Hakodosh boruch Hu. If we have a choice between sleeping in a room with a mezuzah or one without, pick the one with the mezuzah, even if we are not specifically commanded to do so. Keep Hashem’s presence foremost in our lives.

 

 The mitzvoth represent the forty-nine, the details of life on earth. Fifty, on the other hand, represents the spirituality of Torah, bringing the World of Truth, the World of Eternity, into the mundane, physical world. At matan Torah, we got both worlds, the detail oriented world of the mitzvoth and the totally enveloping world of Torah. Moshe brought the Torah from the heavens down to us, but we also raised ourselves up toward heaven to receive it.

 

Moshe would not simply have added a day if there were not also some compelling practical argument to do so. Moshe reasoned that Hashem commanded us to receive the Torah after forty-nine full days, fifty if you count the first day of Passover as day one (as a bris is performed on the eighth day, when the baby is one week old). But, Moshe reasoned, we were not redeemed from Egypt until morning, until part of the day had already passed. Since the command was to receive the Torah on the fiftieth day, after forty-nine complete days had passed, Moshe felt Bnei Yisroel both needed and were entitled to the extra time to prepare fully, to be ready to accept the Torah with the fullness of a totally free heart and mind. They needed the time to work on themselves to become appropriate vessels for the holiness and spiritually of the Torah. Hashem agreed with Moshe’s assessment, and Moshe brought the Torah down on the seventh of Sivan.

 

Nevertheless, we still celebrate Shovuos on the sixth of Sivan. We are not contradicting our history. Matan Torah actually began on the sixth of Sivan, not just with the articulation of na’aseh v’nishma, we will do and we will listen, but especially with the internal work required to fully receive the Torah and incorporate its essence into our lives. While the generation that came out of Egypt was not free on the entire first day of the omer, we are. They began the work of preparation late and needed the extra time.

 

While we may also want the extra time to prepare for the holiness of the day, we have no excuse. We must start preparing ourselves to be vessels of holiness from the beginning of the count. We must each prepare ourselves with our personal na’aseh v’nishma. We must choose to do those things that we know are right even if they make us uncomfortable, like making that overdue apology. And we must listen to our inner voice that often tells us what we need to hear even when we don’t want to hear it. If we are honest with ourselves in our struggle to maintain a spiritual life, Hashem will help us succeed. When we celebrate Shovuos, we must do more than remember and rejoice that Hashem gave us the Torah. We must reenact the preparation process, the struggle to make ourselves worthy of the Torah. Pick one area to work on personally. Then, think and feel like a Jew in addition to acting like one. Know that the struggle is difficult, there will be failure along the way, but if you are sincere and ask Hashem for His help often, He will provide it. Life is a process we must go through to achieve success in our spiritual lives.

 

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